dreams

So, last night I had a dream that I was voted emporer. I don't remember the entire background... unfortunately. Randomness must run in the family.

me and quotes

So i'm such a quote person... i don't know what my problem is, but I seriously love other people's quotes! My favorites are usually from my sisters... lately anyway, since i never see much of my roommates (because seriously, those usually beat all :)). I put a couple on my facebook, and i got rid of a couple others, but i shouldn't have because I realized that I COULD HAVE PUT THEM ON HERE!!! argh. Anyway, here are a couple of the latest funnies:

"You're my favorite mom. Except for dad."
~Emily

Kate saw Emily walking around the kitchen on a couple of different occasions with her big pink overnight bag. This wasn't a usual occurence, so she asked, "watcha doin' with your bag em?"
And then here's the kicker... Emily replied, "oh nothing. just my bag... (and then she cast her eyes down, ashamedly) actually... i used it to sneak buns up to my room."
Katie opened the bag and looked inside, and therein lie a single hamburger bun, which had slid over the side.

Another time, we wrapped our corgi Malcolm up in a blanket so we could take him with us in the car to grandma's house. Katie was holding him, and suddenly she broke out in... well, this:

"and there lie before me, a shivering babe, wrapped in swaddling cloth.

"what big teeth you have shivering babe...
"what pointy ears...
"what a snouty nose
"what a chubby butt...
"and what a donkey-like stomach..."
Yes, she is that random. all the time.

Finally, Katie went snowboarding for the first time on the Sunday before Christmas, and as soon as she walked in the door proceeded to relay to us a very detailed version of the happenings of her trip. To Katie pretty much everything can be turned into a joke, and so her stories are usually pretty entertaining. The quote below was something similar to a punch line for one of the stories she was telling. Following her first successful attempt to get on the lift, they were riding along, and at this point i sort of tuned out until:

"And that's when.... I fell off the lift."

It was like in the movies when that screeching record sound plays and everyone freezes and looks over at the person speaking... and then we all cracked up because, WHO DOES THAT???

Autumn

I have never been one to be very excited about fall. I have always been very much a summer girl at heart, wishing for summer to continue past it’s time, and hoping that fall will wait in the wings just a little bit longer. And I of course expected my feelings to be the same this year. But this year as fall came around, there was something about it… this wonderful smell that reminds me that Halloween and Thanksgiving, and the wonderful Christmas season are coming. It’s almost like with every sunrise, sunset, turning leaf, and breeze that blows, someone is whispering in my ear… “and always, life continues…” we just keep rolling on, always. There is something rather whimsical about it. Makes me want to huddle in a corner with a hot chocolate, a huge beanbag, and a thousand blankets, just the same as it makes me want to put on mittens, and my big black wool jacket, and a fluffy scarf, and go running through a pumpkin field, or build a snowman and have a snowball fight… and now I feel cheesy, but I mean these things in the least cheesy way possible ☺. I just really like to experience real life, in a real way.

From the mouths of Fourth Graders:

Responding to a prompt regarding the national flower, a rose.

"Because it is like everyone's favorite flower and my moms and my aunts favorite flower too and they smell good and I like it too.

And like mostly everyones mom likes them so thats why they picked it."

"I could not pick a different flower because it is my mom's favorite flower and color. I think it was a good choice for the country because the state bird won't eat it."

Answering the test question: What kind of evidence has been found that people lived here so long ago?

"Plimith Rock."

girlys

So we go pick our girls up at 5pm from practice everyday, count them, and start walking. The great part: they follow me like little ducklings wherever I walk :) Love 'em.

campin, campin, campin

I have been having the time of my life being a sports and dance camps counselor! I mean sure anyone could guess that it's a good job, but I don't think I realized how much I would love it! We meet so many kids, and get to know all the other counselors, plus, we get to do fun stuff everyday with them. You name it we get to do it... ice cream party, pool party, talent show, all sorts of dances, seven peaks, watch movies, temple square, etc... and I'm getting paid for all of it!

My girls have just been so awesome... in fact my roommate (another counselor) and I have stayed up many a night after the girls have gone to bed just chatting about how we are so impressed with them.

I think I'm going to start keeping a list of little things that I love about being a counselor:

being trusted with the responsibility of 12-17 pre-teen or teenage girls
little homesick girl waking me up at 6am for a pep talk
planning and scheming on what we can do to help and make things better for our girls
the fact that they will come find us, wherever we are, if they need something (see quotes)
Anytime something exciting or scary or interesting happens, they run to come and tell me first
Being a leader
they love my attention and live to impress me... so cute :)
they seek me for help if they are sick or need something and trust my guidance

i think it's just being here, and enjoying the entire experience. Belonging here. Being on the same level with all the other counselors, and understanding their plight, yet also understanding the girls, and being able to help them through their teenage crises... celebrating the successes and learning from the mistakes together. Couldn't get much better than this :).

Cohort Awards

At the end of winter semester our cohort decided to do cohort awards. We passed a list around, took down ideas for awards, and then had everyone nominate a member of our cohort for each award. Since me and the rest of Eureka headed up the party, we were in charge of the awards, and so we not only got to know which category we won, but also everything everyone nominated us for. Here's my list:

Most likely to start a business (this was my winner)
Most likely to compete in the olympics
Most likely to be seen on the red carpet
Most likely to get a PhD
Most likely to participate in a human-tested science experiment
Most likely to live in a tree
Most likely to be a millionaire
Most likely to make it into the White House

I was amused! But these are all things that I would want people to think of me... so I guess I'm giving the right impressions of myself :)

teenage insights

So I was reading through my journal the other day, and I came across a couple of funny entries. Thought y'all might enjoy them :)

July 2005

"Things don’t always happen like they do in the movies. In fact, I have rarely seen it happen when one side will act in accordance to some scene in a movie, and the other side cooperates. As a child, I would often relate life experiences to scenes from movies or books, and things never worked out the way they did in the movies. Usually I did this in an effort to help someone, because to me it appeared they needed some kind of help. I always got some kind of an “oh you’re so cute” kind of reaction, and then a “but you’ve got it all wrong” or something like that. In fact, this still happens to me today. I have yet to determine if these people are in denial, or if I really do have it all wrong most of the time."

August 2006

"This life is funny. As in strange and different and unique and odd and all the other words that mean that type of thing. But somehow it all ends up tying itself all up together in the end. It’s funny how things that aren’t real can shake you up so much and inspire you and make you think. Make you think about everything that is real. We can’t get out of the real. As if there isn’t enough stimulation in this world… we have to create our own to make us dig deeper. But the tricky part there is that these make-believe stories were sparked from something real that happened in someones life. The real caused them to think of the things that aren’t real. Fantasize. Things happen and they wish they could change it or they wish they could make it better, and in the real they can’t. But if they pretend, they can. So they do just to put their minds at ease. Why do you think Disney re-did Pocahontas? Someone was torn up by the ending and wanted to make it better and resolve it in their mind. Same thing with Little Mermaid, and all the other stories that have sad endings. But the thing is that the sad endings, and the reality, is ultimately what makes us think anyway. Maybe that’s why people like happy endings. Because it doesn’t require any thought on their part. The movie draws the conclusion out for you all nice and tied up with a pretty bow, and you don’t have to do anything. But when the story ends in a way that you aren’t expecting, or don’t really want, you are forced to face reality and think and resolve. But that’s what real is like, and we watch movies to get away from real. Our mind wants a vacation from solving problems and tying bows. But the other part is that when we are removed from the situation and watching it—say, in a movie—our mind can think much more clearly and pinpoint foundational problems, and learn from them. So watch a sad movie if you want stimulation and intrigue, and watch a happy ending movie if you want a vacation. "

Education from the educated

I've been thinking lately about how I love getting more and more educated all the time. I have a completely insane schedule right now, and at times I do get overwhelmed, but I can't get over the fact that we have all sorts of important people coming in all the time to inform us regarding how to reach our students. I mean we've had the Assistant Attorney General of Utah Steve Mikita, all sorts of people from the State office of education, plus almost all of our teachers are very very educated, and instead of finding research off the internet to discuss with us, they use their own research that they have done. Then they'll quote their own books to us... books that have been best sellers. Their names may not be particularly well-known, but I can tell by listening to them that they have experienced so many things in their lifetimes, and not only that, but have taken their experiences and translated them into knowledge, that they can now pass along to us.

Our liaisons, CFA's and facilitators have been teaching years upon years upon years, and they give us their cell and home phone numbers, email addresses, and encourage us to call them if we ever have a question of any kind. They are really people I respect because they have battled through all of the hard times (and believe me, there are plenty in teaching), yet they maintain their professionalism, and have a pretty good knowledge of how to deal with almost any situation that could come up. For those of you who would argue, you'd be surprised at the amount of balance needed in becoming an elementary teacher. It's one of the reasons I love my major. We learn about all the different subject areas (language arts, literacy, math, science, social studies, geography, health/nutrition, art, etc.). We study human developmental levels and psychology. We learn about how to teach, which is a lot more complicated than one would think (management, planning, how to write lesson plans, assessment and how it drives instruction, etc.). We learn the importance of professionalism. PR (public relations) is a very integral part--in dealing with the students themselves, their parents, co-workers, etc. And finally (although there is never really a final thing to learn in teaching) we begin learning how to implement accommodations and adapt our lessons so that we give each student equal access to the material we are teaching. Now, try to apply all of the aforementioned skills to a classroom of 25-30 children who all grew up with completely different backgrounds and have completely different needs. Not an easy task.

It's hard for me to believe that I've reached the point in my education where I can sit at the feet of these people that have sooooooo much experience, and so much knowledge, and whom I greatly respect (for the most part), and most of all that they are willing to open their lives to us, and allow us to contact them at their homes, and ask them questions about the math lesson we are teaching tomorrow, or the kid in guided reading group 3 that can't seem to grasp the concept of context clues. I sat on the phone with my math professor for an hour one evening discussing techniques on teaching kids what is happening with the numbers when you multiply a double digit number by a single digit number. She has been doing mathematical research on elementary school kids for years, and will be writing a book soon. Our Counseling Psychology Special Education professor has worked closely with a lot of big names in psychology and special education for years, has written books, and really has a passion for what she does. It is a similar deal with my literacy professor. Every time I think about the opportunities I am experiencing, I am seriously so amazed.

Bottom line: Teaching is a great profession, and it focuses me even more on what's important in life. And if you've never been a teacher yourself, you will probably never understand.

Group Eureka!

My math group... Group Eureka. I love these girls.

Here is the short version of the story. We do exploratory math in one of our elementary ed math classes, we got assigned to be in a group together, and have all our other classes together too! We are all pretty different, but we mesh well together. We got in the habit of passing around a notebook with notes to each other, writing a story together, or in one particular case writing our mission statement! Thought it'd be fun to post it for everyone to read.

Group Eureka Mission Statement

"This group, begun on 5 September 2006, shall henceforth be recognized by this nation as a group consisting of five individuals, namely: Ashley Ann Moore, Austin Lee Hollenbaugh, Michelle Kaye McMurray, Natalia Lind, and Sheri Lyn Crapo. The mission of Group Eureka is four fold: To build friendships, to participate in collaboration, to perform research and development, and to embark on adventures.

Friendship

The group will support on another, becoming a Zion society of one heart and one mind, emphasis on the one mind. We will participate in girl talk, contributing missionary letters to be enjoyed by all and to spark conversational topics. Most of all, our actions will be ones of randomness, resulting in confusion and throwing of pens in frustration.

Collaboration

This group was founded around a basis of learning and shall continue to do so. This learning could not be accomplished with out the collaborative efforts of all group members. Chocolate is also necessary to be efficient in these mathematical endeavors. All group members shall contribute to this collaborative chocolate fund.

Research and Development

While the main operation of group Eureka is for learning, research also plays an integral part is this clandestine society. Discovery research is key, especially when one is dealing with unifix cubes. Studies of human relationships will often be conducted, even to the necessary embarrassment of those individuals who have kissed 48 women. These studies should be conducted often, but only for educational purposes. Discussion should also be had about relationships concerning roommates and the group members. Stalking people in their dance classes is permitted.

Adventures

This mission statement could not be complete with out mentioning the many adventures and planned adventures brought to fruition by our group of girls. Food is often an adventure in the group, even deciding where to go to eat. The UCET conference adventure will go down in history as our group's most perfectly executed plan. Operation Pug, while aborted, was very well planned. Future plans include: Road trip to Eureka, Natalia's wedding, and the Grand Canyon (even though not all members will be able to go on some of them!). The adventure to plan Ashley's birthday party was also a success, and Natalia's Oscar winning performance should be noted here, as the Oscars won't actually note it. It is the member's hope that many such adventures will be planned.

In closing, it should be noted that the group will be separated by distance and state lines from May 2007 to August 2007. Communication should be maintained often to apprise all members of activities and dealings while abroad."

Anyway, I hope that was enjoyable for you. We basically just have fun being nerds together :)

No Time!

Okay, I don't really have time to write tonight, like I thought I would (ugh)... so I'm going to make a list of all the things I need to write to y'all about. Here we go:

Group Eureka
Cohort Awards
End of Winter Semester
Moving
New Practicum

I have pictures from some of these things and I will put them up as soon as I have time, which may not be until NEXT Sunday... unfortunately. I have 10 credits of classes right now for spring term, which is more than most people are allowed to have... but I'm in fast track, and that's how things roll in the program. Anyway, I gotta go, but my new address is:

673 E 800 N
Provo, UT 84606

AND, I found out that I will be in 3rd or 4th grade. They originally told me most likely fourth, then they told me third, and now the latest I've heard is that I can choose. So cast your votes! Comment and let me know what you think. 3rd grade does cursive, and times tables, and 4th grade is focused on Utah history. I hope y'all are having a GREAT day!

My Crazy Summer!

I don't have a lot of time right now, but I do want to let everyone know that I found out which school I'll be teaching at! It's called Jordan Ridge Elementary, in South Jordan Utah. There are about 950 students enrolled there every year, and it is a year-round school, which means I will begin teaching in July, teach for about 9 weeks and then have 3 weeks off. Should be amazing for planning purposes and for much needed breaks, especially as a first-year teacher. You can check out pictures and school stats at these links: http://www.jordandistrict.org/schools/elementary/jordanridge/index.htm
http://web.jordan.k12.ut.us/JRidge/

The first one is the districts description of the school, and the second is the schools home page. I hope you have as much fun checking it out as I did!

Also, I got my assignments for being a sports and dance camps counselor this summer. I will be a counselor for all 4 weeks in July. Let me give you a little background on my summer schedule so this actually means something to you. First, I will finish up with my current classes on April 25th, and move to Campus Plaza on the 26th. Then I will have Friday of that week off, and the weekend. Then, because I am a "fast track" student for ELED (meaning I'm cramming all the rest of my classes into spring and summer terms so I can teach this fall), I get to start class the day before everyone else's spring term starts. Then on Tuesday we will begin practicum again, hopefully at the school and in the grade that I am assigned to teach, so I can get to know everyone and the system at the school. I will spend the rest of May in practicum, then I will finish my spring classes at the end of June. I get a couple days break, and then I will start my summer term classes which they have squished from a two-month period of time into just one month (probably for crazy people like me who are doing year round school :)). So, during the month of July I will be going to class, setting up my classroom, going to district training meetings, and working summer camp in the evenings. Then the final stretch will be the crowning glory. Along with all of this, and during my last week of being a camp counselor, I begin actually teaching school about two days before finals. Talk about stretching. Luckily, I sort of enjoy the thrill of packing so many things in at once, but it's a different story when I'm actually in the middle of it, sleep-deprived, and with no end in sight :) But it's all part of the college deal, in my opinion. I swear this place is just swarming with a bunch of twenty-somethings who are working way harder than they should, lacking sleep and living off of sugar rushes and adrenaline. But you just get through it, and that's all you can ask for :). And then you look back when you're old and think about how great it all was, and how you miss those days. Funny how we humans work, eh?

One more thing. After I finish my summer term finals, and I'm done doing summer camp, I will have the entire month of August with nowhere to live while I am working up in Jordan. I figured paying for housing when I'm not even living in it wasn't exactly my cup of tea (I'll be living in the dorms with my girls during camps), so I decided I'd stay at friends houses in the area on the weekends when I'm not doing camps. Which again leaves the problem of August. Here is the latest solution. One of my current roommates, Rachel, is going to live with her parents in Salt Lake for the summer, and they have an extra room and kitchen in the downstairs of their gorgeous house in the mountains east of Salt Lake (we're talking view that overlooks the lights of southern Salt Lake City here). She offered that I come to stay with her for the month of August, which would be perfect especially because it would only take me about 20 min. to get to my school from her house, as opposed to 40 from Provo. I told her I'd think about it, and went up to her house for Easter dinner today and met her family, etc. They were all super nice, and absolutely hilarious, so it's looking pretty good that that is where I will end up. I love that I am going to be moving all over the place this summer! First here, then to random peoples houses for weekends, the dorms, then Salt Lake, then back here again. I love that feeling of being versatile, and transient. Plus I can get to really know lots of people. That is such a thrill for me. It's going to be a good time. I can feel it.

Some days, life is great.

So a ton has happened and I just haven't had the time to get on here and write it all down. But the first and most exciting thing is that I got an internship! Jordan School District (just south of Salt Lake) hired me on as in intern for this upcoming school year. The internship will take the place of my student teaching, because having an internship means having your own class for the school year! They haven't yet told me which grade, or in which school I will be teaching, but I was told they would be getting back to me sometime this week. Anyway, very exciting. As soon as I find out more details, I will let y'all know. And just fyi, I'm in the process of putting a photo album up, as well as streaming some home videos that I have from the last couple of years. Should be fun... keep checkin' back!

Second, I finished up with my practicum today, and it was kind of bittersweet. I really like the kids, and have enjoyed getting to know them, but at the same time I will be happy to not be teaching first grade. Way too much cheese for me. Not to mention it's hard to do any sort of even remotely complex games/lessons/activities because they are just too young to catch on. Most of them anyway. I like to plan fun games or interactive lessons but the majority of my ideas have been too complicated for them. Luckily the chances of me ending up in first grade for my internship are pretty slim. But anyway, I have had a lot of fun with the kids during the four weeks that I was at Westridge. Today I brought them all treats, they wrote me notes and I took plenty of pictures. The picture above is me and my class. And for all of those who are curious, Ilana (the one from my stories in the previous post) is the one just to the left of me when looking at the picture (she has a brown shirt on).

Third, I don't know if I mentioned before that I had the opportunity of dancing in the big BYU Luau this year. I thought I'd give it a try especially since it seems to run in my family (my grandma taught hawaiian dance, and my mom was a member of a polynesian troupe for awhile). I had so much fun! It was great to be dancing in front of a crowd again, and to have that dancing outlet. It felt really good. I think I'm going to try and do it again next year, even though I'll be teaching. I danced in the Tahitian number, and the Hawaiian. The picture above is a few of the girls, and the one below is of the whole group, including our instructors.

Also, I got to go to the conference center in Salt Lake for the Sunday morning session of General Conference! I have never been, so I was really excited and it was great actually being there. My roommate Caitlin and I were going to drive up Sunday morning and just wait in the stand-by line to see if we could get in, but my friend Michelle (just to my left in the picture), who is in my cohort for ELED and with whom I am actually living with for spring term (along with Katie, the one just to the left of Michelle) had an extra ticket and invited me! We drove up Saturday night and stayed at the Harmer's (Michelle's grandparents). They fed us banana splits while we waited for Michelle's brother Nathan and his friends to get back, and then the battle ensued over the car bed. We (Michelle, Katie and I) being female and of course more mature and willing to sacrifice, charitably gave in and offered the car bed to the boys (all the while knowing we could have gotten it if we really wanted it :)) We went to the next room and slept in the double bed. And yes, there were three of us in it. But it was still fun, and we slept well! The next morning after deciding to not take showers because, one, the boys were in the bathroom, two, we figured we could get away with it, and three we didn't want to get out of bed, we finally got dressed, ate delicious whole wheat waffles for breakfast with whipped cream and strawberries on top and left for the conference center. Just as a sidenote, did any of y'all know that the author of the "Pickles" cartoon is LDS? Check the comics from Sunday morning... there is a picture of the Salt Lake temple on the wall. Anyway, conference was great, and I always forget how amazing the Tabernacle choir is in person. Wow.

Overall, things are going well. I have been feeling at peace about most things in my life, which is a nice assurance that I'm headed in the right direction. I will be going back to class tomorrow morning bright and early at 7:30 am and will have lots and lots of Practicum assignments due in the next couple of weeks followed closely by finals, and then moving out, but despite the stress, it shouldn't be too bad. I'm discovering that as long as you have your friends around you, nothing can really be that bad :)

1st Grade Adventures

Wow... it has been a busy week! I've spent the past week and a half in my elementary education practicum, which means I've been assigned to a first grade classroom at a local elementary school and I go there everyday instead of going to class; not that we have any shortage of homework to complete during the practicum however. We have all sorts of observations, sketches, case studies, and papers to do, not to mention preparing lesson plans to teach whatever our mentor teacher tells us to. It is good experience, but I'm not sure I am enjoying it unfortunately. It may be that my mentor teacher doesn't like to answer my questions, or that the students in my class tend to get very off task, or just that I have so many other things going on right now that I am trying to deal with, but I hope it's not that I don't like the profession... because I'm kind of far along in the program to be changing my mind. When I step back and look at it, I like it for the most part... enough to finish it out and do it for a couple of years. And if after I've done it for awhile I decide I don't like it, I'll at least have a degree and be able to do whatever I want. I'm thinking maybe I'll come back and get another degree of some kind... I've been like socio-cultural anthropology lately. Really interesting stuff. Or maybe even psychology or sociology. I don't want to be a psychologist, but I think it is interesting to study for sure.

Anyway, back to the practicum... I have some funny stories :) I've decided that I enjoy children this age in general, but as far as teaching them in a formal setting, I think I'll stick to the upper grades. But as much as I have worried about their runny noses and coughs all over me (I am showing signs today of contracting a cold), I have enjoyed getting to know these 23 six and seven year olds as people. They really do have a lot to offer the world :) Anyway, on my first day, a little girl in the class comes up to me and says, "My name's Ilana, but you can call me tree, because Ilana means tree in French. So if you call me tree that's okay." I just smiled and thanked her. She came up to me again later, and said the same thing, except she switched to some other European language. haha... I had a good laugh over that one. Ilana is a very intelligent student who likes to use big words, and explain everything to everyone. So cute. If she ever messes up or does something inappropriate, she feels horrible and apologizes profusely. The other day at lunch I was walking out to find one of my fellow cohorts to eat with and Ilana found me and began walking with me. After thinking for a moment, she began, "Okay, you can't tell Ryan (a boy in the class) this, or he'll probably kill me." I promised i wouldn't, and after a big deep breath she continued, "I love Ryan, and Ryan loves me!" She said it with guilt in her voice, and it all came out in the same breath... as if it was such a relief to have this burden lifted. "He wrote me a love note, and I wrote him nine love notes in one day," She finished. "Wow... sounds pretty romantic," I said. She affirmed that indeed, it was. Then she ran off to recess. Oh, young love.

sunshine and silly roommates

So I just got home from a crazy day and it just feels so good sometimes to simply sit down. Too bad it doesn't feel like that everytime I sit down. But when you've been working really hard, and have been on your feet all day, gotta love that feeling of slumping down on the couch and not doing anything. Especially when it's sunny out and you can open the curtains and just enjoy the moment. It's actually getting warmer down here now, and it's exciting to not have to wear my big wool jacket everywhere I go. I have the weather forecast on my desktop (thanks to google desktop... you should download it... it's really cool), and all it's showing for the next 3 days are sunshines! Monday looks like it will be almost 70 degrees amazingly enough! Maybe I will do some homework outside.

Just a funny side note, my roommate Rachel and I are the only ones home at the moment, and I am currently listening to her sing songs like "Mr. Sandman" and "Lollipop" etc. in the shower. lol. She is one of those people that is just accidentally a funny person. You can catch her talking to herself or inanimate objects on a regular basis. Although I do that too, but it's not the fact that she does it, but the things she says that are funny. Once my roommate Heather and I were doing something quiet in our room and suddenly, out of nowhere, we hear Rachel pipe up with "I'm bringing sexy back". She still hasn't lived that one down :) Maybe I'll start posting funny roommate quotes on here too. Those are always fun. I'm also going to try and get some pictures up here soon! Keep checkin' back!

hey hey hey

So i decided to create a blog so that all my family and friends back home can read about and see pictures of what I'm up to down here at school. I hope y'all enjoy! Feel free to comment, etc.!